20080127

I just went to the HPPS website just now (to see the school song because i forgot the lyrics) - ok i know i was being stupid cause obviously i already have not enough time so why am i doing this right. hahaha but people must destress mannnnn cannot work all the time ok:D - and i saw the PSLE top scorer's board. AND GUESS WHAT I SAW HAHAHA

THIS:
2. Ogawa Masayoshi

i went like, 0.0 OMG!!!!!!!!! ok dont ask me why my reaction's so big, but somehow it was something like that. HAHA cause you know, this cute little guy, used to play the cello in the chinese orchestra last time. and we used to call him mashimaro. masayoshi --> mashimaro. that's why i remember his name so well hahaha even if i cant really remember what he looks like. (but i think i do) - cause he's so cute! haha so anyway, i was thinking, this shy little cute guy gets 276 for PSLE 0.0 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then i thought, ooooh maybe, i think he went RI. and, dont ask me why, when i think of him i suddenly think of violin. cause he used to keep performing violin back at hpps (not when i was arnd, my brother and sister tells me there's this little guy performing violin everytime during occasions and performances) so suddenly i think, heyyyyyy if last time he was alr not bad, by now he should be damn pro. (or quite pro anyway) then i thought, heyyyyyyy RI, maybe he join RISE!

so i went to ask RISE chairman, and guess what, he's really in RI. wheeeeeee i tell you i'm damn smart ok:D hahahah

but he doesnt want to join RISE apparently. he wants to join softball-.- waste of talent....ok nvm hahah but i bet he's still damn cute(: mashimaro:D he looks like it ok. ok ok not really, just a bit(: last time anyway. i have a feeling he looks damn diff now. oh wait, but i saw him last year i think. with his violin haha! i think they just had a performance or something.

ok nevermind i think this post is crap(: just a sudden burst of (unecessary) excitment. caused by nothing that will make other people excited. haha! i'm so crazy today!

and im not going skating tmr. ): ): ): ): arhhhhhhhhhhhhh arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i want to die-.- you know why. my parents actually brought my skates to sharpen the blades and NOW I FEEL SO INSECURE TO SKATE CAUSE I HAVE TO ADAPT TO IT grrrrrrrrr and tmr i can't go skating?! sheesh it's always my sister's fault): grrrr. her stupid competitions all the time): and actually if i dont skate this week nevermind you know. BUT NEXT WEEK ALSO CANNOT BECAUSE IT'S NATIONALS (i want to go watch again) so no skating grrrrrrrrrr ok dead can, 2 weeks no skating and i just sharpened my blades. when i go on ice again i shall fall. and i just learnt salcow la, i was having fun trying to jump higher): now i bet i can't even do a 3-turn-.- ahhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm sadddddd D:

but actually, at least maybe it means i can sleep 8 hours for the first time in this year. haha-.-

you know, i think this post is really full of crap. i'm sorry. goodbye(:

OK SHIT I JUST REALISED. IF I DONT GO SKATING, I WONT SEE CRUSH AND HE'S LEAVING THE NEXT WEEK OMG!!!!! i'm even sadder now D: D: D:
(i have to goooooooooo!)


20080118

Hello i'm so depressed because I CAN'T WATCH JAY CHOU CONCERT D: D: D: BOOHOOHOOHOOOOOOO): omg, why did it have to sell out so fasttttttt): like 3 months ago or something!!!! grrrrr and my mum so wanted to get tickets for me and my dad toooooo but it just had to have like ALL SOLD OUT i can't even get one):

ok...too bad for me right. haha, okayyyyyyy i forgot what i wanted to blog about. i shall just post pictures(:

i hate sec4 life i'm so stressed out every single day (without fail), never used to be like that, and SO MANY projects are dued these few weeks i'm dying, i have so little sleep everyday i feel like i can barely survive): and i'm so stressed out because i simply can't understand what the teachers are saying during lessons and im struggling like crazy, and i can't find time to read my txbk/do 10 year series because i go home so late every day and have so much work to complete and so much stuff to do omgodddddd D: D: D: i'm damn serious abt it now, i know i'm like some huge slacker but i now when i want to study i just can't find time to. even if i dont rest at all at night i really can't study cause i'm simply too tired and i just fall asleep once i sit down to read the txbk.

i can't take it anymore, everyday seems to pass so fast like zoommmmm hardly enough time for anything):

ok i need to destress D: D: D: D: go dieeeeeeee sec4 i want to be young forever, make me young forever):





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haha i'm like continuing the next day! it's like, sunday 1.40 am-.- late right. but sadly i came home late today (saturday) that's why.

ok i'm not sure why i always start thinking abt possibilities that are negative, even when it may not have anything to do with it at all, but i just..... ok let's say my mind can link what other people say with things that are (constantly - unsubconciously) in my mind. i guess? bah it's bad): i dont know why such feelings even come to me!

but anyway, we went ikea just now and omgggg i'm sooooooo getting those stars for my room HAHAAH it's damn cute ok! it's like star lights, and my dad says we can hang it above our beds so cute:D

but i tell you, it's a damn torture cause now i have to share a room with my sister. OMG i'm so considering putting a curtain chain down at the middle line of the room so HER side is HERS and MY side is MINE. haha i'm sorry, we just can't really get along, you knowwww (right lahlah), cause she's getting evilllllll. i mean, she's just evil. hahah and i'm obviously never letting her turn our room into a little baby room. (grrrrrrrrrr)

and i'm not having the computer in my OWN room anymore): ): ): omg, i'm damn sad can): and somemore have to share with that irritating person-.- and guess what, my brother's sharing a room with my grandfather, and THERE'S GNA BE A TELEVISION THERE ok great he gets the tv i get nothing-.- if the computer's in the study room at the back, i tell you, i'm going to stay there 3/4 of the time i'm at home. grrrrrrr. why can't my brother just continue sharing a room with my sister! haha ok i'm selfish but not like he minds ok:D

i shall bunk in with my brother when my grandfather isn't arnd or something. hahahaahahaaaaaaa like how he sneaks into my room and stay with me to use the comp. i shall sneak in and watch the tv. HAHAHAH

and omg, tmr (or rather today), we're celebrating my grandfather's birthday, with lahlahhhhhhh:D HAHA can't wait! we meet so little nowadays): oh but i've got like skating in the morn and jiang in the aft): and lots of uncompleted work): and my mum asked me if i want to sharpen my skates but it looks fine to me so why sharpen right. hahah but it's only $10 and i've never sharpened before what if i need to adapt again i dont like ok-.- haha, ok nvm if i want next time then see how.









This is evidence of the 'zombie game' - i have no idea how it ended up to be some fighting crazy running around game-.- hahah and the bully (being the much bigger one) bullying (playing with) the little kid. the bully by the way, claims he is 'zorro'. with his mask. HAHA ok this is when me and lahlah were laughing like crazy so we just had to take some shots for evidence of the crazy game.










HAHA okayyyyyyy does this mean he's got victory?-.-


guess what he was doing-.- he was hanging the mask (the small black thing hanging down) from the 2nd level and making dave, marcus and ahmin on the 1st level try to catch it. wow, such a fun game!-.- hahaha omg!:D


omgggg dave is just the cutest ever right!!!:D i love him hahaha so cuteeeeee:D ask him to pose then he pose like that! hahaha<3<3






ahhhhhhh marcus' pose is the cutestttttt la:D he's superrrrrr cute hahaha i said "come pose for me!" and he pose like that!! HAHAHA:D i loveeeeee both marcus and dave!

we're going for SSO mahler symphony concert next sat evening(: i must remember to ask mr chan abt it on sat during lesson haahha he will sure tell me what to look out for:D binocularrrrrssssssss ahhhhh-.- stupid seat la, i bet like last row of last level or something-.- hahahah everyone remember to bring your binoculars HAHA

you know i suddenly miss my china buddy today (not that i never did but like SUDDENLY thought of it today)!): i hope she comes to singapore! and i can host her! haha(:

anyway, i tell you my eyes are like closing while i'm doing the presentation ppt hahaha-.- i'm so tired): so i shall go sleep like now. goodnight(:

(and i hope i see crush tmr again HAHAHHA omg please be there:D)

因为我们等不到那流星):
20080106

Hello, so it’s 2008 now, time really passes so fast! And I’m actually secondary four now! Wow): I hate being old, I want to be young forever! Haha like stay sec2 or sec3, love that age somehow haha.

I’ve been doing so much thinking, and my moods keep changing, like I’m default saddddd but then I try to be happy in the day, but then at night I can’t sleep and keep thinking again and start crying and blah. But then I think I should have sorted out my thoughts, I should stop wasting time on stupid stuff esp things that aren’t worth to worry about, I’m gna start concentrating on other stuff like exco stuff and studies, and music! Cello haha, I think Mr Chan’s lessons are enjoyable(: ok sry random, obviously piano too, if I can try to work harder and not slack so much hahaha. I have spent too much time on feeling so sad! It’s really bad. So anyway, 2007 has been a really eventful year I guess, getting elected into exco…going overseas to china with the school, and of course other personal stuff, got me more matured I hope? To think better for myself, make better decisions, think carefully, and hopefully made myself a better person as a whole, in terms of character and personality. Sorry if I had any problems with people, wasn’t intentional and I hope things are all sorted now..

Oh well haha, I need to scrape this sec4 year into hc, really D: MSG ahhh no more overall percentage): so I probably have to start putting in more effort, I’m still slacking away ahhh. And still, I have undone holiday homework, ok fine uncompleted. And my CIP! Omg, stress D: I don’t like sec 4 oh man-.-

Anyway, new year’s party/family gathering was fun as usual! Haha it was so funny with lahlah:D:D I love lahlahhhhh:D hahah! Dave and marcus are growing up wow 0.0 marcus is p1 next year alr omg, they look taller than when I last saw them alr! But still cute obviously(: anyway it was so funny cause lahlah’s computer has this photo thingy that you can take photos on the computer, cause the cam’s like some little hole at the top part of the screen(: so we were like camwhoring hahaha the comic thing is so funny, we couldn’t change actions/emotions in time! And the timer thing HAHA we put the cam (my own cam la not the computer) on the bed then I run onto the bed and the cam fell before the timer went off to snap the picture-.- -.- -.- we like totally burst out laughing hahah!

And then shaun was being so stupid cause after dinner he was like, “let’s play the zombie game!” then dave, marcus, Joanne and ahmin were like “ok!” and then he went like “ok let me tell you how to play. You have to walk with straight legs like that CANNOT BEND YOUR KNEES OK CAUSE ZOMBIES WALK LIKE THAT” and he demo-.- SO FUNNY OK HAHAHH I was laughing like crap hahaha! I mean it’s like, HOW DO YOU WALK WITHOUT BENDING YOUR KNEES HAHAH (imagine the picture in your head) Ok maybe it doesn’t sound funny here, but then he was SO SPAS when he demo-ed-.- lahlah was laughing like crazy too! Haha shaun’s so full of crap:D and he went to wear some black mask and went like “MY NAME IS ZORRO” wth hahahah I got pictures of him!!! So funny hahaha cause he was like attacking dave or dave was attacking him or something-.- then dave is like don’t know how many times smaller than shaun ok-.- it’s damn funny hahah big guy attacking small little guy hahaha lahlah and I was laughing like crazy again haha!

Oh and guess what, they were so violent that in the end dave ended up bleeding on the arm cause of some scrape thingy he alr had there and it tore(?) and shaun’s specs broke into half-.- LIKE LITERALLY INTO HALF hahaha it’s quite stupid cause they were apparently attacking shaun on the bed or something-.- taupok HAHA crazy la they. (they= marcus, Joanne, Claire) – I think. But I so loveeeee my cousins and my brother<3 (my sister getting more irritating ok hahaha I’m evil)

So my brother’s looking cool now anyway, with new silver specs (my good taste for choosing that for him HAHAH). And still being full of crap and funny. Love crapping with him sometimes:D

Meanwhile, my internet is crashing all the time #$^*@#! -.- ok I mean the internet. stupid…anyway, I had cello lesson today again, and Mr Chan threw some G8 piece at me and I have decided I hate tenor clef-.- ok took me long to realise… after playing cello for so long hahaha (maybe it seemed ok before somehow-.-) but then like I was playing popper too and kept getting confused with all the change from bass clef to tenor and back again-.- and I was taking so long to sightread that G8 piece cause it’s all in tenor clef-.- and with weird rhythms haha maybe if the rhythms not so weird then it’s not so bad-.- then when I was playing popper I kept reading tenor clef as bass clef and bass clef as tenor clef (I mean play wrongly la) then Mr Chan kept laughing and saying “THINK SIMPLE!! BASS CLEF IT’S EASY” -.- haha

Ok I better do more of my homework…they set last deadline on Monday/Tuesday-.- I’m so dead. Oh yea, we get to go to school at 8.30 on Mondays now HAHAHA be jealous of us:D guess why! The staff have something like PE (or so says ms lee) HAHAHA THE THOUGHT OF IT MAKES ME LAUGH ok nvm shouldn’t think of it-.- hahah!

Ok I shall post pictures some other time when my internet is more stable-.- LOVES(: